My allergies are slowly retreating, leaving me feeling better, but ultimately still sick. While my head isn't killing me anymore, I'm still stuffed up and I've got that dry thing going where my sinuses, lips, nose, etc are dry and feeling chapped. I'm almost done with the steriods, which give me insmonia a little, so that's good, but I'm also still taking 9 Advil a day (3 pills, 3 times a day) which make me fuzzy and unable to focus. It's a really weird combination.
I'm going to try and take it easy this weekend, work some, sleep as much as possible and get things ready for the 12 Films shoot on Monday. I'm meeting with some crew tomorrow afternoon and then rehearsing with the cast tomorrow evening. I'm really looking forward to working the script and getting everyone comfortable.
I've been working on a lot of animation work lately and bidding/pitching for directing work. The 12 Films Project has really been an amazing way to open doors to the directing world and, while I'm really excited to finish it, I'm wondering if I should keep trying to make shorts next year. Not once a month (don't think I could do another 12), but some kind of project that would keep the momentum going.
I've got the Charcuterie feature-length documentary that I'm starting to plan and that I'll be shooting on and off next year, and I've been writing my narrative feature script that I'm still going to try and finish by the end of the year, but working on an on-going project like the 12 Films has really been amazing and I'd love to keep something going. Maybe partnering with another filmmaker or something like that would be a way to keep things going. Or maybe I should just let this be this and move on...very torn. I guess I'll see how I feel in January.